God whispered to me today.

Guess what He said?

He reminded me that He'll continually keep pursuing my heart, no matter how many times i've kept silent from Him.

So, where can I possibly go from your Spirit, Lord? How can I lose You? Even if I say that i'm not worthly enough for You, You are there. If i sink low into despair that no one wants to be around me, behold, you are there. Even if i pack up and try to run away from all the past hurts & rejections, still You are with me. If i fence myself up so that no one can hurt me again, even there your hand will guide me. Even when i say 'surely, because of my sins, you will not want to have anything to do with me', even my darkness will not be dark to You.

And He will make all our nights shine like the day, for our darkness is as light to Him.